Just Merapuing

"Aku ada kerna kau ada"

Tapi persoalannya, masihkah ada kita?


*Listening to Radja's aku ada kerna kau ada

Sunday Nite

Feeling a little gloomy...
layan jap rasa tu
pastu datang rasa..eh ni tak leh dilayan ni..
cepat2 buat someting...solat..mandi
kemas, baca paper, watch oprah
while watching oprah...datang rasa teruja...
alhamdulillah...tak gloomy dah...
feel excited...planning time...terpk nak buat itu ini utk my clients
dok bersms ngan Gg, he's a bit serious tonite, dok bercerita pasal life...muhasabah diri kata nyer..alhamdulillah...

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Today's highlight;

1. duty for openreg
2. tuan rumah's knduri
3. visited umi ktn
4. tensi with myteam's lost
5. indifferent with af's prelude concert


The highlight of the highlight of the day is....

cloudymonday's revelation to dd

Yellow???? Hmmm...

Your Aura is Yellow

Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you. You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one man who makes you feel safe. Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actress.

What Color Is Your Aura?

A Bit Productive

Kononnyer nak pi awal la keje ari ni, bangun dlm kul 7:25am (still early). Gedebak-gedebuk...buat itu ini...at about 8:20am kuar umah...tho tak tertunai hasrat nak sampai opis by 8 tapi ari ni kira sampai awal la.

Sesampai office mcm blur plak...apa nak buat yer hari ni?? Ermm...mula2 organize all my stuffs yg menimbun atas meja tuh. Oy dtg nak copy games yg dlm pen drive aku. Later pi bfast with the whole gang.

Hari ni mcm tak buat apa je kat ofis, tapi bila ingat balik ada jek benda yg aku buat.

Ngadap pc try to write about that xpdtion, dapatlah jot down few lines tapi still having writer's block to continue writing that piece. B4 dat scanned few photos of xpdtion (alamak! baru ingat lupa nak save all those photos in my pen drive)

Settle kan isi borang2, mcm2 borang... claim etc...

Lunch break pada mula nyer nak pi umah Naz pastu cancel...rasa mcm nak balik umah jek, at 2:30pm ada meeting la plak.. got kindda xcited ngan planning mtg tu. Then discussed ngan Ik pasal c@mpaign . Mcm banyak benda jek yg nak kena tukar. One thing masa tgh discuss tuh terasa aku ni mcm agak tegas jek...ntah napa ntah...tetiba terasa mcm ketua jek...hehehe...

Mcm kelam kabut jek rasa, semalam n mlm ni ada keje sambilan tu, esok ptg nk pi SA lusa balik, tulat jadi tutt kat Dta Village plak, sampai hari ahad! So many things to do..so little time...

Not Again!!

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed!!! (Again...)

Started the week with a red punch-in!! Tak suka nyerrrr!!! Kelam kabut giler pagi tadi. After solat subuh aku baring2 jap, tup2 terus tertdo sedar2 dah 8:19am!!! Mandi sepantas yg boleh, capai baju kurung yg boleh pakai ngan tudung yg aku pakai masa pi wedding Angah on saturday tu...dah la keta aku kat belakang sekali..aku tgh pakai tudung, hosmet lain sume dah siap...adoiii. Grab the purse n my nokia (re:segala handbag, laptop, bag sekolah segala tak sempat nak bawak). Kuar umah jam dlm keta dah 8:33am, maknernyer jam punch card dah 8:30am!! sure merah ari ni...uwaaa... abis tiga2 org merah....huhu....

Tensi...tensi...tensi....

Esok taknak tdo lepas subuh...b4 8 aku nak punch dah...hehe..semangat membara gitu...mcm nak balas dendam la plak...nak cover balik apa yg spoil ari ni...

Mati Itu Sebaik-baik Pengajaran

That phrase gives me a new meaning. Dengan pemergian Dien memberi banyak keinsafan pada aku. Life is short. Yeah, I knew that, heard that thousands of times. Tapi, bila mengalami sendiri kematian seorang teman, it got me into deep thinking and realization on how fragile life is. Betapa berharganya setiap detik yg kita ada didunia ni. Betapa ruginya kita bila masa yg ada itu digunakan utk benda2 yg tak berfaedah apatah lagi dengan membuat dosa.

Mulakan hari aku dengan menziarah jenazah Dien dirumah neneknya dan seterusnya ke tanah perkuburan untuk upacara pengkebumian. Teman yang seusia denganku kini tiada lagi.

Balik dari majlis kenduri Angah petang semalam aku terima sms dr Mr. Km bgtau Dien dah tiada. At first aku ok jek, dapat terima berita tu dengan tenang coz dah tahu yg Dien dah lama sakit n semakin tenat. K. Ros call aku after aku sms dia, later Tn Hj call then I called Mr Km, masa call Mr. Km tu terasa mcm sebak jek...makin cakap pasal Dien makin sebak. After dapat more info pasal kematian Dien aku sms n antar msg kat YM to few others. I tried my best to make sure aku inform semua kawan2, especially yg lama2, yg dah lama tinggal kan our workplace After awhile baru aku sedar, aku sibuk bagitau org jauh2, tp hosmet aku sendiri aku tak inform lagi. Cepat2 pi bilik osmet A bgtau dia, masa bgtau dia suara aku macam tersekat2, makin sedih jadinyer. Later, masa solat maghrib aku menangis sepuas hati. Sedih bukan sahaja sebab kehilangan dia, tapi lahirnya satu perasaan insaf yg amat sangat bila mengenangkan kematian.

Aku baca surah yasin. Aku panjatkan doa.

Semoga keinsafan aku ini berkekalan dlm mengharungi cabaran dan dugaan hidup.

The Beginning n The End

Today is a day to remember; a happy day n also a very sad day.

A colleague got married today, another colleague passed away after a long illness.