ntah apa2..

Dah dua hari tak balik umah for lunch break. Ari ni masa lunch break pi mkn kat kedai depan. Mlm tadi lepas appoinmnet balik umah tetiba dtg angin nak buat cek mek tuh lagi...so..dengan bersemangat nyer menguli lah..kul 1.30am pun dok buat kuih tuh lagi. Pagi tadi kena lah bangun awal coz nak mengoreng plak...kuih tuh menjadi la tapi yg tak menjadi nyer, air gula yg kat dlm kuih tuh terkeluar...jadinyer kuih tuh melekit2 ngan air gula yg kebocoran..next time kena kasi tebal sket kulit cek mek tuh.

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Hari ni dua2 appoinmnet aku buat sejam jek. Appoinment yg pagi tuh coz tetiba masa clients tgh dok wat keje, api plak tadak...dah tu terus ilang mood nak carry on panas semacam jek rasa. The next appoinmnet plak muka sorang2 mcm bosan giler jek, semua muka ngantuk jek, aku pun naik tensen nak teruskan.

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Arghh,,,,

Blogging from computer place. Bosan. Got appoinmentin 20mins. Feel really sleepy, tired, not in the mood and did I mention bosan??

Rasa tade semangat nak bekerja datang melanda lagi.

Petang need to force myself pi berexercise.

Ponteng lagi

Semalam pergi keje as usual. Belah malam plak at 8pm appoinment. Balik dari appoinment mcm biasa jek dok lepak2 sensorang...tgk tv, tgk internet...pastu bosan...chatting pun these days dah tak menarik...so tido lah...semangat nak bangun awal pagi esok...tup2 ari ni tak pi keje...

I did it again.... ponteng keje lagi...

Bad Sunday

Baru bangun tido. Lama benar aku tido. Since petang tadi, dah malam baru bangun. Umah gelap gelita. Tingkap pun tak tutup. Skang ni tengah dok berkira2 nak kuar. Kena pi isi minyak, kena pi beli my female 'stuff'. Ahakss... Tadi called INA ingat nak ajak dia rupanyer dia still da kt kg. Sms-ed ZIA tanya dia nak kuar ke tak. Negative answer....lahaii...buhsan nyer...nak kena kuar gak ni, tapi bosan la sorang2...tup2 teringat kat SZ, sms dia lah ajak dia teman aku kuar...yey..dia dah reply, we are going out! Will pick him up in 10mins... to be continued...

Just got back, filled up my darling, went to giant n had dinner (chicken chop...yummy!) Oklah jugak SZ ada bleh gak ajak dia temankan.

Mcm takpuas ati la plak ngan ari ni. Tak productive laa...iskkk geram nyer...plan nak berexercise tinggal plan jek!! Berat makin menjadi2 naik ni..iskkk..menambahkan ketensionnan jek.

Sampai umah tadi terus jek lepak tgk the apprentice. Pastu tetiba crave for something salty plak baca pasal McD kat paper. Iskkk..terus pi dapur carik twisties, cmner nak kuruskan badan ni..asyik makan jek...exercise tak buat pun!!! arrgghh.. I hate myself for not being discipline!

Later, berchatting plak...dekat kul 2 ada sorang mamat dr selayang ni call...ok gak suara dia..tapi borak mcm agak tak click sket....biasalah tuh first time kan...

Dah dekat kul 3 pun ni, kena tido ni..hampeehhh laa esok...benci nyer mesti tak leh nak start minggu baru ngan penuh semangat ni....tak puas ati sesangat ngan ari ni!!! Apa ntah aku buat hari ni. Buang masa sia2 camtu jek.

my saturday

Baru jek nak start berblog terdengar deruman keta berhenti kat umah sebelah. Iskk.. skang ni kul 5.45am. Budak2 sebelah ni baru balik ke? Intai sket...sah..keta kancil silver yg sama berhenti kat umah sebelah. Keta sama yg aku intai kul 4am 2 malam lepas. Kul 1.30am tadi keta iswara merah yg berhenti depan umah tuh. Aktif sungguh budak2 ni. Bahye ni camni, apa2 jadi nanti aku pun terpalit sama. Nak kena bgtau yg berkenaan nih. Kacau jek la budak2 ni, dah terbantut idea aku. Tadi plan nak blog pasal lain...nih dah jadi pasal depa plak.

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Semalam sangatlah produktifnya! Rasa happy sangat. Woke up at 10am, dah takleh peram tdo coz bunyi bising my so-called gardener dok mesin rumput yg dah hampir setinggi budak umur 4 tahun.

An hour later baru lah pi mandi coz b4 dat busy berinternet...hehe...tak sempat basuh muka, dah ngadap laptop ni. Itu pun mandi sebab nak buatkan air utk si pemotong rumput itu. Tak kan nak bagi air kat dia dengan muka baru bangun tdo. Sian dia sure haus giler. Sambil2 tuh sempat lagi dok blog hopping n chat kat YM. Masa aku letakkan air ngan buah limau kat depan pintu had a chance borak2 ngan dia jap. Terkejut plak bila dpt tau dia nyer income sebulan dlm rm2500! Mak aihhh...that's more then what I'm making!! Tapi ok la tuh, dia keje mcm 24/7 jek, lepas abis keje tetap dia kul 4.30, kul 5 dia pi buat keje kontrak plak...pastu malam ada keje par time yg lain plak. Weekend plak jadi tukang mesin rumput. Rajin betul mamat ni la. Tanya dia bapa umur dia, he said he was born in 1973, that's made him 33 this year. In return dia tanya plak my age. Bile I told him I'm gonna be 29 this year dia cepat suruh I kawin, cehh..aparaaa dia ni...

Later after he finished, I started to cook for my lunch. Sambil2 dok masak tuh sempat gak ngadap internet. Lepas masak nasik...later on dtg angin nak buat kuih cik mek molek....hehe...never in my life buat kuih ni. Tapi since ada ubi keledek yg amik kat kolej masa buat bubur asyura ari tu teringin nak mencuba buat plak. Resepi nyer dah dapat dr ummi lama lama dah. Bila dah nak siap2 rebus ubi tuh baru perasan yg I'm out out flour. Iskkk...kacau mood jek la. Put that plan on hold dulu, later on baru nak kuar pi beli plain flour. Sambung berinternet lagi...hehe...dah petang sket baru kuar pi kedai, then singgah umah WNM jap tgk apa perkembangan proses packing dia. After maghrib baru balik terus ngan plan buat kuih tu...berulang alik dr dapur ke depan tv. Lepas tumbuk ubi tuh dok depan tv uli tepung tuh sambil bercucuran air mata sedih tgk anak2 yatim acheh nyanyi, an hour later kot siaplah...menjadi u!!! hehe...bleh la buat lagi, keledek pun ada 3 tupperware kecik lagi. Called Yash suh dtg amik, dekat kul 11 baru dia mai amik. Tgk cerekarama dakapan senja, best gak. Sambil2 tuh sapu umah, ngemas dapur. Then as usual berinternet sampai lah ke pagi.....

mcm kena jek

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: PhilosophyMusicTheologyArtHistoryForeign language

What Should You Major In?

so st*pid of me

I made a huge mistake! Months ago I spring cleaned my office, I threw out tons of papers, thought that I will never need that stacks of that documents. Then today, got a memo from my boss asking for those papers!!!! Coz HQ people are coming next week...Uwaaaaa....

Tension gilosss....frust gilerrr...Geramnyerr...

nyesal nyer...tapi nak buat camner benda dah jadi...dah lepas...nothing can be done anymore! Tapi frust sesangat sebab tercalar lagi rekod keje aku...adoii...what i did is so damn stupid!!!

Mcm mana la nak face nak week ni...harap2 benda ni tak jadi isu besar lah...takutnyer if the big boss tahu...iskkk...

Balik keje tadi still rasa tension pasal tu, try to take away my mind from thinking about that... decided to go thru my cd collection..reorganize balik...masukkan cd dlm folder...susun baik...rasa mcm nak tgk cd plak...mula tuh pasang citer tim burton, apa ntah tajuk dia citer animation, tak best langsung...changed to another cd... national treasure, starring by nicholas cage. Citer lama tapi all this while cd tuh dok terperap jek, ari ni baru ada nafsu nak tgk...tapi yg takbest nyer the first cd asyik dok sangkut2 jek. The 2nd cd ok sket tp ada gak sekali dua sangkut2.

This weekend will try my best to make full use of time that I have. Dalam kepala ni mcm biasa la, mcm2 benda nak buat;

1.) nak betul2 kemas my room (since 2 minggu lps lagi dok ngemas bilik ni)

2.) module?

3.) internet n computer stuff- updating n reorganize my stuff kat internet (FP,blogs, etc)

4.) gardening - tending my slowly dying flowers

5.) basuh keta - dah berzaman tak mandi my darling tuh, dah bertepek2 tanah

6.) reading - habiskan novel satu janji yg aku setat baca end of sept last year

dah la tuh jek la... takleh ambitious sangat...need to be realistic so that semua boleh dibuat.

ok but still bored

Hari ni agak ok, kindda busy with work...

Had nightmare last nite-ada intruder dlm umah-locked in my bathroom-tried to call the cop-tried to call S-susah sangat nak call-last2 dpt call the cop-bengang with the cop who sort of main2 ngan aku-then tersedar-glad dat it's only a nightmare!

Tersedar at 4 something am-tersedar kul 6 plak-smbung tdo lg-30mins later another alarm went off-then another-few more minutes-another alarm-then another-last2 kul 8.02am dragged myself to the bathroom. Punched in at 8.29am-hurriedly to office-had bfast-another appoinment break-went home-2.30pm masuk keje balik-need to do something-bengang jap coz suka2 jek suh kita yg yg buat, pastu nak hari gak plak tuh! Staff lain plak keep coming in asking for my signature-Bosannn...had meeting with the director-balik umah lepak-

WUT A DAY...

wut a boring life....

Overslept

On mc again today. Last week mc ari selasa…iskkk…dah makin teruk ni. Pagi tadi sedar2 dah pukul 8 lebih, cmner nak pi keje…mmg dah tak sempat pun so…decided to ponteng again lah ari ni…the whole day tdo jek, kul 3 lebih baru bangun…mandi..solat..pi klinik..makan..tgk dvd – before sunset – ending tak best! Tertdo..tersedar bila IN call..tertdo balik..woke up…online for few mins..get ready for appointment- then-S picked me up- kuar minum2-IT amik keta with her brother. Balik ronda2 tmn tgk our clients ngan IT-sampai umah-online jap-chat jap ngan zulND-disconnected-iron tudung-try connect lagi-tak boleh gak-tulis entry ni-

Bosan…bosan…bosannnn

Bosan with my life…tadi masa appoinment tu rasa bersemangat sket..pastu balik umah rasa bosan balik…tak boleh jadi ni…aku mmg tak boleh dok sorang2…makin tak produktif…makin tak berdisiplin..makin teruk jadi nyer…

Esok taktahu lah cmner…kul berapa agaknyer aku bangun..harap2 dpt bangun awal. Seriously need to get back my semangat!!

Dah la…baik tdo jek la…

aku yg melankolik

WEEPING WILLOW (the Melancholy)

beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

So... I am the melancholic person??? Naaahhh...erkk..well..maybe...kekadang la...penting gak jd org yg melancholic ni...hehe...

Bored and Freezing

At the computer place rite now. The aircond is killing me! Dah la kat luar tuh tgh hujan, mmg sejuk giler ni. Got nothing interesting to do. Hari ni mai keje tak buat apa pun (eh..tadi ada buat keje sket) Selebihnyer dok ngadap internet, borak2 n main game b4 balik for lunch break tadi. It's 4:20pm now, yey! Jap lagi boleh balik umah dah...hehehe...mcm best sangat pun balik umah. Bukan ada sesapa pun...

Tonite after iftar plan to go out with Yan nak beli barang2 for tomorrow's majlis asyura. I am in charge of beli barang2 mentah utk buat bubur asyura tuh. Ni first time involve secara rasmi ngan majlis asyura nih sbb skang ni kan dah jd AJK for dat club, so kena la take part...

Best gak ni, bleh amik gambar byk2 ni...then letak kat sini...yey! But the prob is, my digicam's cable is still MIA..ayooohhh how laaa...

Eh..nak blah la dari sini...

Great Day!

Started my day with a great feeling! Woke up at 5.45am for sahur. Just had cold milo then got online, prayed subuh then continued with internet-ing. Later I had shower n get ready for work. Managed to arrive at my office earlier than usual. That add to another great feeling list of the day.

Had 8.30am appointment. Had fun with that appointment, another great feeling.Before dat cooked for my iftar, after dat rushed to the office.

The great day ended with an enjoyable supper. We laughed all the way to Taj. Isk n B made jokes about ARaz. I had roti bawang n hot lime, it was simply FUN. Glad that I'm no longer in depress mode. Alhamdulillah...

Esok Keje Yey!

Alhamdulillah, semangat utk kembali bekerja esok kembali muncul. Hampir seharian dihabiskan dengan berinternet. Lepas balik dari klinik chat ngan sorang mamat ni, dia tak caya aku ppuan. Suruh dia call aku, dia terus call. Lepas borak ngan dia rasa seronok plak.

Dok berblog hopping, type kota bharu kat blogger search, terjumpe blog nisah haron. Terus melekat baca blog dia. Macam dapat satu semangat plak...seronok sangat baca blog dia. Seorang lawyer yg jugak menulis secara active. Esok nak sambung baca lagi blog dia. Setakat pagi ni (12.12am feb 7th) baca sampai march 2005. Best2!!

Dari petang sampai ke malam dok chat ngan dat mamat, tapi makin lama makin tak best plak dia tuh...mcm bosan jek...tapi topic yg menarik yg boleh diborak ngan dia...last2 aku sign off tukar pakai nick lain.

Eh...dah lepas midnite ni, dah janji ngan diri sendiri untuk tidak lagi tidur sampai kul 1 or 2 pagi.. paling lambat pun b4 1am kena tido dah.

Semoga esok semangat utk bekerja mula menyala kembali. Amin

Malas keje

Hari ni on mc, bukan sakit apa pun, sajer tade mood nak keje. Dah sedar agak awal gak la pagi tadi, after solat subuh sambung tido balik. Pastu punyerlah bercinta rasa nak bangun. Finally, got up at 8am pi bathroom...tetiba jek dlm bathroom tu datang idea nak ponteng keje...hehe... (I blame it to the setan2 yg dok dlm bathroom tuh).

Nearly 1pm baru betul2 bangun (before just dok peram tdo jek), bukak pc ni...tetiba datang idea nak setat blog ni...so here i am....

For the past few days..hari-hari yg aku lalui sangat lah tak produktif. Aku dok melepak depan tv n komputer jek. Byk benda sebenarnyer yg aku nak buat, aku nak betul2 kemas umah ni, nak rearrange semua furniture, nak mengemas dapur nak organize kan segala harta benda aku kat dlm bilik ni. So far 50% jek berjaya. Kat luar kira ok la dah nampak perbezaan nyer....dah kemas dari sebelum ni. Buku2 aku cantik jek aku susun kat rak yg dulu nyer dok dalam bilik aku. Skang ni keje yg sepatutnyer aku dah buat half way...tak sampai suku pun lagi. Keje ni abah yg suruh buat...kata nyer dia ada job utk aku...masa dia nak offer aku buat tuh...

Eh...azan asar dah abis...aku nak pi solat..pasni nak pi klinik...mintak mc....sakit kepala kononnyer..iskk...teruk betul kan...moga2 lepas ni aku tade lagi buat keje camni..amin..